Friday, January 15, 2010

Erna Rubinstein's Auschwitz tale - Water, not gas, came out of showers - Escaped death from "an ocean of fire as fare as the eye could see"

Yehuda's summary:

Also with a sad tale is Erna Rubinstein.

Erna was taken to the Auschwitz Death Camp on a Death Train. The Death Train had no air.

Then Erna was taken to the Gas Chambers. But only water came out of the gas nozzles!

Then Erna was taken to the Death Flame pits. The death Flame Pits were an ocean of fire. Fire as far as the eye could see, in all directions. The evil nazis marched the Jews toward the Death Flame Pits. The Jews were right at the barbed wire gates. But no! The evil nazis sent them down a different road, and the Jews were spared.

Excerpted from "The Survivor in Us All - A Memoir of the Holocaust" by Erna F. Rubinstein

"Deprived of all strength and the desire to live, confused and exhausted, we were pushed into another room. Before we had a chance to notice exactly what was happening, men with shavers began to shave our hair. One shaved our heads, another our underarms, and a young boy in a pair of shorts shaved the hair of our genitals. The men were experienced; it seemed to take no time at all. Oblivious to everything, we moved like robots from one shaver to another, yielding without a word. Nothing mattered any more. The long room was full of hair, some blond, some brown, some black. None was gray as there were no older women left among us. Then we were rushed into another room with showers.

After all we had gone through during the last few days, it seemed that it was the gas that would now finish us. We looked at each other, realizing what our destiny was to be at last. No one uttered a word; we were resigned and ready.

Suddenly the showers were opened, and freezing water rinsed our naked bodies. We were alive.


It was now morning. Our discolored bodies were covered in the most ridiculous garments, and with the queer wodden shoes on our feet, we were quite a sight. We walked in fives.

`How funny you look.' Pola started laughing.

`And you, look at yourself!' Anna snapped.

`Stop it, girls. We all look funny, but we're alive, aren't we?' Mania

`Who cares? We might as well be dead,' Pola answered.

`Stop it, will you?' I said sadly; for we had just turned off the muddy road and were marching in a different direction. All we could see, at a distance clearly visible against the morning sky that was in front of us, was fire. An ocean of fire. As far as the eye could see there was fire, and no other way to go. The hard morning light revealed a landscape dark with people and illuminated each vacant face.

`What a beautiful sight,' Pola said acidly.

Behind us, a woman was holding her daughter's hand, and I heard her say: `After all we have been through ... after this monstrous shaving ... we have to go into the fire now?'

Her sixteen-year-old daughter replied calmly: `At least we shall be warm, mother.'

That was, in fact, how we all felt by now -- a moving wall of broken-down forms driven by cold and despair.

Despite all this, to me the fire also meant something else -- a tender reconciliation with my mother. In each little flame, I saw her kisses, her love, gliding toward me then heavenward. I heard her last words: `My angels, my dolls, may God help you.' We knew, now, that she must have been taken into the gas chamber during the night, and it was her body along with thousands of others, young and old, beautiful and ugly, that was burning in this inferno.

And somewhere, too, through the searing flames, I could see the last worry on my dearest friend's face, when she said to me: `Take care of my son.' She, also, must have found her tragic end last night. I thought of how the two women had died together.

We were now just a few steps away from the barbed wire separating us from the fire. At any given moment, the gate would open and we would be led into the fire where violent red flames were sending blue flecks into the dark, smoke-filled sky. It appeared that the Germans were playing tricks on us. During the last few days we had died an innumerable number of deaths; at first, the suffocation on the train, then the segregations, afterward, the showers, and now a fire. Most of us had experienced something akin to dying each time, and it was as if part of us had died each time. Yet this wasn't going to be the last time either. As soon as we were almost so close that there seemed to be no turning from it, we were led onto a different road and away from the fire. Nevertheless, the Germans had accomplished their goal, for in that fire, a great part of our soul had been obliterated -- the part of us that knew how to love, respect, and hope. Here was where our parents, our brothers and sisters, and most of our friends had died. We knew now what the gas chambers of Auschwitz had meant. As we moved away from the fire, the smell of burning corpes stayed with us all through our march -- as it would stay all through our stay in Auschwitz. Whether the smell was of freshly burned bodies or carried over from previous burnings, it was always there, and we could never help but be aware of it."

Excerpted from:
"The Survivor in Us All - A Memoir of the Holocaust," Erna F. Rubinstein
(Hamden, Connecticut: Archon Books, 1983) ISBN 0-208-02025-X pp.120-122


Erna has written two books about the HolyHoax: After the Holocaust: The Long Road to Freedom and Survivor in Us All: Four Young Sisters in the Holocaust


  1. I would like to quote Dwight D. Eisenhower after the war when he and his men discovered the atrocities of the concentration camps. He said, "Take as many pictures as possible because some day some ass hole will say this never happened." Unbelievable that with all the testimonies of survivors and the evidence we witnessed while touring Europe's concentration camps that someone would say it was a hoax is absolutely impossible to comprehend.

  2. ^Carol,

    So-called "Holocaust deniers" are NOT denying that camps existed. They certainly DID. By the way, the U.S. government interned Japanese and German Americans in camps on U.S. soil during WW2.

    "Holocaust deniers" also don't deny that people died in the German-controlled camps. Many most certainly did. But it was not from any "genocidal program". The vast majority of the deaths were from disease, such as typhus. That was the reason many of the camp inmates were emaciated.

    What "Holocaust deniers" dispute includes primarily:

    1) There was NOT any deliberate attempt to mass murder or "genocide" the jews or anyone else in the camps.

    2) The claim that "6 million" jews were murdered is a monstrous exaggeration and lie. It is pure propaganda. The jews also alleged that "6 million" jews were "facing extermination" in 1906, 1919, and 1921.

    The reality is that only tens of thousands (at most) died in the camps. And that was overwhelmingly from disease, not mass murder.

  3. Lone Wolf, you are living proof that only complete idiots believe there was no mass murder by the Germans. The holocaust is not propoganda nor a hoax. There was mass genocide...all well documented by the Nazis. It's sad you believe in utter nonsense.

  4. wooowww "lone wolf". your an idiot. you know even the Nazis testified to killing thousands upon thousands of Jews? yes there were many who died from disease/ starvation. but millions were put in gas chambers in numerous death camps all across Europe. and this happened every day for about 3 years. 6 million were killed easily, and it actually could have been more

  5. mmm i don't know for sure the truth told about the holocaust is the full truth Did it happen the holacaust no doubt but on wich scale? It's that what historians have to investigate and finaly find the truth

  6. I was at Buchenwald, Auschwitz and Birkenau last summer and the thing that surprised me was the scale of the genocide. It was so much larger than film could ever convey. so much more. I could not speak of it for days and then only to my traveling companions.

  7. Yad Vashem has over 6.5 million names of victims in its database. 4.5 million are estimated to be separate individuals according to the museum, while the rest are duplicates or contain false information. Some 45 members of my grandmother's close and extended family perished in the holocaust, including her father, while only two testimonies have been submitted to Yad Vashem's archives. 6 million may be an exaggerated estimate, but millions certainly died. So screw you and your website, you sad little man.

  8. You sun of a bitch Lone WolF! My grandpa was turned into a lampshade and my grnadmother into a bar of soap at Aushwitz! If my mother hadn't survived by hiding in the outhouses and living off of corn that she fished out of undigested stool of ss officers then i wouldn't be here now to call you out for being the lying sone of a bitch you r. you should go hang yourself you goyim piece of garbage. Just last Summer we finally tracked down grandma soap and grandpa lampshade and layed them to rest in a proper Jewish funeral. But we will never have closure until all of the goyim feel terrible for the aweful things that the Germans did, and they are gone forever from this earth.